I can't do this blog any more. People are noticing my food intake and to be honest... I can see my own head spiralling out of a place that's not normal, where food becomes the be all and end all. It's not!! It's not a big deal!!!
To that end, I'm going to think about it this weekend and then on Monday perhaps go to some sort of counselling.
Ladies, it's been a fun two weeks. You've got such support online here... I hope you achieve your goals but don't mess your heads up about it. Life's too short to never eat good food or to feel guilty about binging. I've seen photos of you, and honestly? You're all beautiful. Absolutely gorgeous. With everything to live for and to enjoy. Please don't let food dominate your lives.
Goodbye.
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hm, I think you're missing the point of many of our blogs. We've already let concerns about food/weight consume our lives...its called having an eating disorder. This is just one way of coping with it.
Best of luck with whatever you do. It must be nice to just opt out of this lifestyle.
Stina - I know, but also a lot of bloggers recognise that they have issues with food. It's great if the blog releases feelings and thoughts, it really is. I hope that it doesn't spiral out of control (like I feel myself doing)
For me, blogging actually pecified how many issues I have with food (my paranoia didn't let me put up EVERYTHING)... I'm opting out of the blog, I'm recognising that I think I need help sorting myself out about this. I think it will take a long time (if it ever happens) that I'm sorted.
Best of luck in the future.
Good Luck Celia, do what is best for you! I'll miss you and your kind words and porridge :)
Take Care!
i wish that i was also someone that could just think food isnt a big deal. For me its not about life being too short to never eat good food. Life is too short to be fat.
It sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders. I'm glad you are looking for help. You will be missed, but when it comes to this blog, run. Run away and never look back
good luck with your journey to healing, where ever your choices take you.
~ Harlow
You will be missed! Good Luck, and I truly hope you find the peace of mind that I, myself, can never seem to attain.
Good luck with getting better - Its a challenge ...I've tried. But I'm very happy that you've chosen to do it. I wish food didnt dominate my life but it does - I dont enjoy good food and its sad. Hopefully I'll find the strengh - eventually - to recover.
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